Looking back

This evening I opened my old email account, the non-official one :p It was due to my sister's request that she need sample of some paper works. I looked for my files from 2012 then I realized, that 2012 maybe one of my most favorite year during my life. I just saw a lot of tasks and activities I've done, then I thought "How energetic I was in 2012..". So, where's the spirit when you need it most right now, yonika? Allah, please give us strength and spirit all the ways..